It is 11:00 pm here, and the damn kid is still awake, no where close to going to sleep. i need him to fucking sleep because i got homework to do and class at 9am!i hate having class that damn early..I usually have to get up and rush out the door,I hate days that start that way.

there seems to be no time to think lately, or otherwise I just can’t. My mind is so damn cloudy feeling.

I don’t feel like I am doing anything, getting anything done, or doing anything.

ugh, it’s so sickening feeling this way, maybe I am just so tired, cause taking care of a sick kid is tiring as all hell.