Do you ever feel like you could be erased and no one would ever know your gone? that you may pop into a persons thought every once in awhile, but nothing more?

I made a gift for my BF, (a CD) and it was all songs about friendship or songs that brought back memories of our friendship over the years, and you know what? I don’t think she ever truly listened to the lyrics and what it said. I cried while making that CD for her, and she just seems to be like “oh, well” I have friends, but it seems like none I can really talk to anymore because if they knew how I truly felt, it wouldn’t end nicely.

I just feel that If I was gone tomorrow, I wouldn’t be missed, like they would to me.