Well guess what happened? I got nothing done. I wrote my post and crashed. it is now 12PM, and I only woke up 20 minutes ago. ain’t that shitty? but I did just call to try and make son, a same day doctor appt, but nothing was available for today. so now I have one for 8:40 tomarrow morning. Yes, that mean I gotta wake up all early, but the clinic  us seriously like 3 minutes away from  my house. Now that is done. check.

My plan for the rest of the day is to not give a damn about the rest of the house, and just take care of my stuff, that really needs to be dealt with.even if it means having son upstairs with me, while I try to get it done. I just need to bite the bullet and do the shit. no more distractions.