I am cleaning my stuff and just fucking everything else today, but the little part I did get done so far, made a bigger mess than the original mess than was originally there. how the hell does that happen?  how can a mess that I had in the corner turn into a big mess that took over the whole room? jesus, I wish it could be simple.

this is getting difficult and Iam getting discouraged.  this is gonna take much longer than I had thought.