her life VS. her life.

Two friends in different areas of life. one just got engaged, the other found out she could possibly die as soon as tomorrow, the newly engaged has her 1st child due in early summer, while the one with the death threat on her shoulders has 2 beautiful boys, one of them is not even 1 yet, she has been married for 5 years. how can there lives be such different extremes?, but yet only years apart in age..one has new things to look forward to, while the other is scared shit-less on her family, being mother-less, and a widowed husband.

I guess one is really just beginning her life, while the other may end at any time. Oh man, this isn’t coming out right, there are flooding thouughts in my heads on both sides.

I’m gonna have to get my thoughts together before I write anymore.

why the hell..

I’ve been looking around Word-press@ other blogs recently and just reading them, has me thinking how did they get there blogs so sophisticated? well I guess one is that they truly care about there writing and take time for it.  the other part of me just thinks that they just have that natural sophistication gene, that some people just seem to be born with. you know like Carrie Bradshaw did on the sex and the city? even when she and Mr.Big were having that affair, instead of trashy it just seemed to be so sopisticated..maybe because it was in NY.